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11 November 2012 Swollen eyes
as i opened my email,i get to see my result for final already.IT IS SO NOT GOOD. WORST!
while all of my friends get high pointer. duh,LOSER! YOU'RE A MAJOR LOSER LIYANA!
all the effort i put seemed to be pointless.yeah.got to admit i kinda dont take my studies seriously.meh-heh -..-'
each and everytime i see them talking about their pointer,i couldnt help myself,but to burst into tears. yes,the one that comes out from the left eye,which signifies PAIN.
this is very painfull,indeed.but i gotta hide my sadness.I cant let my father see i'm crying!he tried to convince me that it was okay,but i know,it was not.deep inside his heart,i know he disappointed.
I AM SO DISAPPOINTED OF MYSELF TOO!VERY!HURT?!VERY?! i dont know what am i going to do right now.
"ya Allah,please guide me to the correct path.yes,i already give up.but i am never going to give up on praying to you ya Allah."
so,i just cry,cry,and cry.everyday.
11 November 2012 Swollen eyes
as i opened my email,i get to see my result for final already.IT IS SO NOT GOOD. WORST!
while all of my friends get high pointer. duh,LOSER! YOU'RE A MAJOR LOSER LIYANA!
all the effort i put seemed to be pointless.yeah.got to admit i kinda dont take my studies seriously.meh-heh -..-'
each and everytime i see them talking about their pointer,i couldnt help myself,but to burst into tears. yes,the one that comes out from the left eye,which signifies PAIN.
this is very painfull,indeed.but i gotta hide my sadness.I cant let my father see i'm crying!he tried to convince me that it was okay,but i know,it was not.deep inside his heart,i know he disappointed.
I AM SO DISAPPOINTED OF MYSELF TOO!VERY!HURT?!VERY?! i dont know what am i going to do right now.
"ya Allah,please guide me to the correct path.yes,i already give up.but i am never going to give up on praying to you ya Allah."
so,i just cry,cry,and cry.everyday.