12 November 2012 Ah!
Ah!pergi lah ikut suka hati kau.
tak hadap aku nak melayan.
susahlah,kalau kau tak boleh terima org buat silap.
susahlah,kalau asyik nak ikut telunjuk kepala kau sahaja.
susahlah,bila kau susah,baru kau cari.
susahlah.susah.susah!
Ah!
oh,tiba-tiba kau jadi sombong sangat?
tak igt aku sudah?
tidak mengapa
pergi lantak kat engkau.
aku di sini tenang dekat dgn Allah.
aku tak kisah apa.
happy deepavali
so,today,i went to suha's since she invited me,a diwali party was held at her crib.the main reason is,TO MEET MY CLASSMATES. at last,YEAY! I MET THEM!seriously,rinduuuuuuuuuu gggiiiiiilllllaaaaaa!!
Pictures tell a better story they said,so there you go.
*anyway,that person marah saya malam ini.awak,saya mintak maaf sangat :'(((
11 November 2012 Swollen eyes
as i opened my email,i get to see my result for final already.IT IS SO NOT GOOD. WORST!while all of my friends get high pointer. duh,LOSER! YOU'RE A MAJOR LOSER LIYANA!
all the effort i put seemed to be pointless.yeah.got to admit i kinda dont take my studies seriously.meh-heh -..-'
each and everytime i see them talking about their pointer,i couldnt help myself,but to burst into tears. yes,the one that comes out from the left eye,which signifies PAIN.
this is very painfull,indeed.but i gotta hide my sadness.I cant let my father see i'm crying!he tried to convince me that it was okay,but i know,it was not.deep inside his heart,i know he disappointed.
I AM SO DISAPPOINTED OF MYSELF TOO!VERY!HURT?!VERY?! i dont know what am i going to do right now.
"ya Allah,please guide me to the correct path.yes,i already give up.but i am never going to give up on praying to you ya Allah."
so,i just cry,cry,and cry.everyday.