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26 December 2010 I am not that girl.

Hands touch, eyes meet,
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy world.
He could be that boy,
But I'm not that girl
Don't dream too far, don't lose sight of who you are,
Don't remember that rush of joy.
He could be that boy,
I'm not that girl
Every so often we long to steal,
To the land of what might have been,
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in
Blythe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome,
She wins him,
Gold hair with a gentle curl,
That's the girl he chose
And heaven knows,
I'm not that girl
Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart,
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl,
There's a girl I know,
He loves her so,
I'm not that girl.



Hari ini memang palat,tapi esok masih ada.



Tapi macam mana kalau esok pun palat juga?







25 December 2010 The Unlucky Me!

Hello people! How are you? I hope you're fine and happy with your life :D 
Unlike me,I'm starting to hate my life as it turn out to be worse day by day.I'm so fucked up! I'm fed up with my life. With my own life.VERY OWN LIFE! Why is it me? Always me? Why I lose the one I love the most? Why I can't have a person who cares for me?Who loves me wholeheartedly? Why am I so lonely? Yes,I admit it I feel jealous whenever I see people have someone who cares for them.I mean,they got someone special.ME? I got no one!Just my BIG PIGGY NOSE for efficient breathing!. ^OO^


Yap!About the stranger I told you before,I found out that he has a girlfriend.I am not that broken heart or sad,but..I was just wondering,HOW LUCKY IS THE GIRLFRIEND TO HAVE HIM!
Why is it never happened to me? I didn't think much about my special one,but sometime it just happened as I feel so lonely.


-FOREVER ALONE-


*I'm posting this because I was waiting for shuhada,
seems like she's not going to online!
URGH!


23 December 2010 Heart's saying

Hey earthling!I'm sitting down here in front of the computer,like I got nothing better to do.Truth is,I got A LOT OF HOMEWORK TO BE DONE. Whatever,like who cares? I just want to share my feelings,since I think I have no one to talk to.Who? Dad? Talking with dad about a boy? You're a dead meat. Huh! 


So,kaaayy,Hayijustwanttosaythat 
IFALLINLOVEWITHASTRANGERAGAIN!
 No,not that stranger.This one is a new stranger,mwehehehehe!That one,he is kinda LAME,handsome but lame,how sad.Okay this one boy,I just saw his pictures with his friends on fb,I never met him somewhere before,but...i couldn't find HIS FB! WHATAAAH?!Never mind,chill girl! Just keep on stalking hehe^^  oh ya!wanna know why i like him,HE IS SO CUTE!Like,very very cute! Super duper cute! My taste! Yes,I'm in love wink wink! But uhm,this is stupid!I want a guy I can't have.That is just the saddest fact.Oh why?!
To the boy,
can you just go?stay away from my  life.
Don't you ever come back and knocking my heart!
(Hey bimbo,the boy doesn't even know you're exist)